the stupid things you do to other people don't really register in your head until they're done to you ( Read more... )

i got a copy of the 4th harry potter from the library and it's NASTY! i can tell A LOT of ppl have read it. i don't even want to touch the pages. =( and i've been waiting cuz i finished the 3rd book a week ago. if you think about it, books from the library are jus NASTY! who knows what were on ppl's hands when they read the book, or how many ppl ( Read more... )

hiccup, bump, hurdle ( Read more... )

i feel defeated.
should have listened to myself.
not proud of my actions.
feeling crappy.
why do i let others sway my decisions?!
damnit!

i went to church this morning. first time in about a month. great message today. it was about preparing yourself for the new year, how to deal with the stresses and tribulations in our world today. you only get one life and you only get one chance at your life, so it's now or never to take control of it. one thing that stuck out in my head that ( Read more... )

it seems that the reputation you have gained willingly and unwillingly from high school, still stands true in so many people's minds, even if you aren't that same person. people think that who you were back then is still who you are today which unfortunately can just be plain unfair. maybe its the inability to properly represent yourself to others ( Read more... )