Demola is currently reading this. He'll probably say it's all bullshit. Yes, and then he'll say I just wrote it all to make it look like I love him. Bet you all a tenner lol

my grandads dying.
demola says: "Rhona im sorry. i cant be getting off anymore. things are just getting even more complacated than before..i still dont want the stuffs back. if you dont want it that much your going to have to kill it all. i hope you will accept to just be Friends.."

..maybe, you're gonna be the one that saves mehahah well went to sleep, woke up and he wasnt there and he wasn't going to be there. cried. almost believed there was no hope. then he came online and things got a tichty bit better. just coz he was talking to me. which he did not fucking do all day today. the only thing he said to me was "Rhona" when ( Read more... )

lol. i wanted to kill myself today. fuck me. i came home at lunch and i lined up all the bottles and packets of painkillers i could fine. 92 little pills in total. it was quite a spur of the moment thing. then i put the first bottle to my lips and tilted it a bit. and then i pussied out. i just looked at them all and realised what i could have ( Read more... )

Hahahahahahahahaha naw ( Read more... )

It's just never enough is it? No matter how much you say you're going to do this, going to do that, it's too late. You should have done in then and then life would be great. I feel sick, I'm so hungry I don't want to eat. I miss Bruce. I wish I never left Aviemore, I wish I was still in that little world of thinking everything was fine. I was going ( Read more... )

Going away tomorrow morning. Unfortunately attempts to smuggle N & N into suitcase failed, going to have to leave the big furry...err, furballs behind for a week. I will mish them =( So cute today, Nightstar was sleeping on my bed and I had to clean the mice cage before I took it to Sean's so I couldn't let her stay. She looked so comfy so I ( Read more... )

Ever wondered how tea/coffee stains develope on mugs ( Read more... )

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Stole from jesamine :P ( Read more... )