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As I am sure all those on my friends list have realized, this is now a friends only journal, meaning, if you don't have a livejournal or aren't one of my friends, then you won't be able to see any of my posts. Sorry to those who don't have Livejournal. -
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omg, i am just looking for ANY reason to kill myself, i want to, i NEED to!! someone please, just tell me too!!! omg sorry sorry sorry sorry sorry sorry sorry for jut being me, for living. please, someone. -
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blah, i have like no time for anything anymore. so much work. but i realized, im not as lazy as i thought i was, althought i am still lazy. maybe im just making excuses for myself, but i dont think so.
and on we go; i dont always do my homework...........ok...anyone hwo knows me knows i never do it, but here is why (woah, for a sec a forgot how ( Read more... ) -
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ive been getting worse i think............i feel so overwhelmed, like completely, and yet, at the same time i feel so empty. like all i'm running on is sheer emptiness. sometimes i know its my own laziness, but its not always. i always have dark circles under my eyes, always, though sometimes not as dark as usual. sometimes i wonder if its ( Read more... ) -
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no power for 28 hours.....i think im dead.......not too much too tell, im too lazy to type right now, but i cried last night.........and for some reason i'm embarrassed to admit it.......i know you guys are gonna make fun of me, but whatever. someone stayed the night and we were talking, and idk, it was kinda like "finally someone who understands ( Read more... ) -
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i'm feeling so depressed, and lonely. i miss her. i miss alot of things. now i feel selfish wanting things to be how i want it. everything doesn't have to be how i want it, but there are some things i want soooooooooooo much more than others, but can't have for various reasons. love is so cruel, it kills =( ask anyone who knows me when the last ( Read more... ) -
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2nd week of school......i've already had a year's worth of work...but i guess it's my fault for taking 4 honors classes. tonight i have....english hw/project thing, no personal fitness hw, i have spanish 2 project, world history project, math hw, and a chemistry project/hw thingy....every class but one....i NEVER EVER did my hw last year, but this ( Read more... )
