english 2 honors ( Read more... )

ive never had a chance to go online for the past 2 weeks or so, been real busy. i dont reall remember much of what happened these past couple weeks though, its kind of like a blur....but i do remember be told that i am basically the scum of the earth and how i make everyone i know feel bad and how everyone hates me and stuff like that from my mom, ( Read more... )

i need time

to anyone who really cares whether or not i read their lj's sorry for not reading much i havent had time, thats why i havent been posting, i have just blah i have to stuff to write down but i dont have time

hmmmm.....its about 3 in the morning, so its saturday, do thursday i finally saw war of the worlds it was awesome. realllllllllllllly good movie. ummmmm friday i went to the mall because donald trump was supposed to be there but i didnt see him, oh well, didn't really care to see him, i don't watch his shows. then i went to the ceremony thing where ( Read more... )

finally out of the house, it feels so much better. im hungry......im getting like 40 cds worth of songs....mostly classic rock and country. i thought i had alot before, but when i put these on my computer, more gigs being used up. no one's on aim right now. -.- i have a craving for bacon....or a bacon sandwich or something with bacon

blah, one of my friends are staying ove and my mom still manages to annoy me. lets see, went to the doctors today to get a physical, everything turned out ok. hmmmmm............ummmm.....i talked someone out of suicide today, it was weird because i can talk other people out of it but not myself............im always there for people who need help, ( Read more... )

a couple nights ago i dreamt that my mom was trying to kill me and then last night i dreamt she almost died......i dont normally dream but i have dreamt almost every day the past couple of weeks. yesterday was so weird though, my moods and emotions kept changing from one extreme to the other. at one point i felt so bad i wanted to cry, and then 5 ( Read more... )

i went and saw all my family that came back from trini, then i went to some other family members house, and i was happy......i don't know why but i was. they don't have any children that are my age, their children are 6, 4, and less than a year, but it was noce, i actually felt loved by family....sounds corny i know, but oh well

i was supposed to go see fantastic 4 today, my parents said yes and everything, and then at the last minute my dad decides that i can't go, and he won't tell me why. it's not like i've done anything wrong.....most of the day yesterday i was volunteering, and when i went home i helped my dad make whatever he was making, although i didn't want to, ( Read more... )