shalom.  I am going to Buchanan county tomorrow with Erich, and meeting with Kirstin and Rachel, and we will see Lois for sure, and many other families.  There will be playing of Bingo ( Read more... )

ps dear rachel:
i liberated your computer while you slept (bc patrick's was password protected).
thanks love you!

(once again, i'm only posting because my normal venues to express outrage are unavailable at the moment.)

school sucks.
i'm a mediocre-at-best musician.
i have shut down.

i would be more expressive, but my soul is calcified.  Like those stone babies justin told us about.

i loathe valentine's day.

I update now because I left my real journal at school, and I'm running out of room in my old journal for anachronistic entries.

I am so ready to go back to school - thinking about and planning and preparing for next semester is making me stressed - there is going to be so much work, so many chances to excel, so many opportunities to find grand ( Read more... )

I turn 21 a week from today - yay excitement.
I will be reunited with my cousins for the first time in a long time this Christmas - yippee.

But what am I really excited about?  More excited about than my birthday AND Christmas combined?
December 21st  - 22nd - those who are dearest to me who I have met in my college career, will all be together, at my ( Read more... )

as I have established, thanksgiving is NOT vacation; rather, thanksgiving is the EYE OF THE HURRICANE ( Read more... )

Ok - last night's marriage stress dream ( Read more... )

I have had stress dreams about marriage and weddings since I was at least 14 - maybe even younger.  Usually, I almost get married to a pretty decent guy, but run out of the wedding and am pursued by the wedding party who chase me for the rest of the dream.

Last night, however, I had the most bizarre wedding/marriage stress dream ever...

I dreamed ( Read more... )

I am restless and distracted -  It is good that change is coming.

I talked to Lois today - she was happy to hear from me, but upset that none of us from this summer had called her in a while.  Turns out her brother's house burnt down - bad wiring.  I had asked her about where something was in Buchanan County, and she said, "Well, when you come home, we'll look for it."

I talked to Kirstin yesterday.  I had been ( Read more... )