i am scratching into my head, tearing at my mind. trying to discover what is trapped inside, but all i feel is this pounding and my thoughts are hounding me to get this over with. i must admit that i am bewitched and lost within the cloudy skies. i should be allowed to close my eyes for a few seconds at least instead of letting my worries feast on ( Read more... )

kisses. i fall asleep, dreaming ( Read more... )

i take these steps ( Read more... )

i keep walking through these same mists every night in my dreams ( Read more... )

i guess i must have really cared for you
because now the tears run free
like pieces of my heart
shattering
the shards bite me as they fall
their red kisses opening my soul
emotions spill out over my bed
my toes all slippery in their pain

maybe this is what scared me
kept me hidden inside my shell
kept me on my side of the bed
but i cannot stop looking into your eyes
and realizing that my happiness lays
inside of you

i keep tearing up holes where smiles should be
trying to give you the strength that you need
to survive in this shadowed world
do you know that i am crying inside ( Read more... )

i peel the skin back away from my eyes ( Read more... )

to hide from the blinding sun ( Read more... )

i like being able to crush out on you
and wonder what your kiss would be like
lips travelling across my naked skin
on a journey to discover something new

i close my eyes and it is your face
your words your touch
your soul that forces me to hide
beneath the quilt and away from the sun
wanting more time with your sweetness

just close your eyes and sleep
it's ok to lay there for a while
and lose yourself
float within the wonder you create
try to find a method to sedate and cure
that aching inside

i want to find myself in a world of dreams
where everything seems so simple
i want to wash away the past and start again
i cannot handle those footsteps following me anymore