Katrina and I are careening toward the end of our relationship (only, like, days 'till disaster). Unless something changes fast ( Read more... )

Uhh... I think I wanna get a new job now. Not like right now but soon. Well acually, not until I come back from my cruise in October ( Read more... )

"I'm sending you vibes... they involve your pants."

in other news i have a special weekend planned with a certain someone.

Katrina and I talked on the phone tonight. And at first it was very difficult. I stumbled over my words. I felt so bad. I almost started crying at one point. But then, after I was done with my apology, she started asking questions, asking me to explain myself. That wasn't any easier. Until I recapped the event in it's entirety. That's when it was ( Read more... )

I never knew apologizing could be so hard. I mean everytime I talk to her I think about everthing I like about her and all the fun we have. But just the sound of her voice makes my throat get tight. I mean I have so much to say to her. But how can I when she won't even talk to me. Really she won't look at me. I just feel like I'm making things so ( Read more... )

Katrina is SO pissed at me right now. And I've never felt so bad. I have no idea how to express how I'm feeling to her. How could I be so stupid. I honestly didn't mean hurt or scare her. I should've listened to her. I can't take her being mad at me. And I really could't feel worse that I scared her. I just want her to understand that I'm really ( Read more... )

Just woke up though I'm not sure how. Katrina and I were on the phone together until 4 something this morning. We spent like 9 hours on the phone, talking about everthing. It was wonderful! I never thought I could spend that much time on the phone with one person. Man! I was looking for a phone just now to call her on her break between class like ( Read more... )

If you read this, if your eyes are passing over this right now, even if we don't speak often, please post a comment with a memory of you and me. It can be anything you want, either good or bad.

When you're finished, post these instructions on your blog and be surprised (or mortified) about what people remember about you.

Well today was a good... no make that a great day. Well I wrote a couple of "anti-G rated" poems this weekend. One titled 'Blind Passion' and one titled 'Yourself'. Uhm.. yeah they were something special. It helped that Katrina thought so too. She read them and was useless for a good ten minutes. That girl really knows how to play to a guys ego. ( Read more... )

katrina's here yay!!! nothing else.

good night :)