but now it isn't.
i wish i could fix it.
but now along with my family
i've lost my boyfriend as well.
wow.
i'm pretty good at fucking things up.
especially really important things.
i guess i'll never learn.
and my heart will never find love.
at least not a love like that.

i really miss my dad. every time i see the picture of us i get all choked up. i wish i hadn't been so stupid. maybe someday he'll forgive me and talk to me again. you really don't realize how important people are to you until you don't have them anymore. its almost like he's dead and that makes me so sad i can't even deal with it. i don't know. i ( Read more... )

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sometimes i just wish i could go home. today is one of those times.

ps. i just remembered why i thought boys are stupid. good job guy.

he makes me happy.

for the first time.
someone to make me happy.
without making me cry.
its an amazing feeling.
and i love it.

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