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Its over.......
Tristan has left me. He says he is no good for me and that I should just go on, find someone else and forget him. That he is tired of hurting me. I still love him and I feel like I'm dying. Like I drank battery acid and its eating me alive from the inside out ( Read more... ) -
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Well, now I havent heard from Tristan for a week. I understand he may not want to talk to me, but Im worried about him and he could at least let me know he is all right.
Why does this have to be so hard?!?!? I love him and I know he loves me. Shouldnt everything else be secondary? I want to make his life easier. I want to make him happy. Bleah. -
I fucking KNEW it!!!
I had a feeling something was going to go wrong this weekend. I just KNEW it! But did I think it would be this? No, I didn't. Tristan showed up to the Flea in Providence in tears, refusing to eat at one of his favorite restaurants. He gave me a lovely blue topaz necklace to match the earrings he gave me for Yule. Then he seemed okay. Laughing and ( Read more... ) -
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For the first time I have blatantly called my boy and said "come to me".
I wonder if he will.