Its now been over a month since Sarah moved in with me and things...have not been going well. We fight regularly, all of my actions seem to only aggrivate her. She says I'm not the man I used to be, that I'm not as considerate and observant as before. That I've become more of a typical male this past month and its led to considerable tension ( Read more... )

I can't get this girl out of my head. Try as I might, even though I don't REALLY want to, I'm trying anyway but I just can't stop thinking about her. She's gone again and thats the end of it. But despite that, I just cannot not think about her, missing her. Wondering what she's doing. Man if I had any idea that the real world was this fucking ( Read more... )

I have this tendency as of late to speak too soon. Remember that long entry I posted last time? Yeah well I said too much too late and she left. Probably even got a new man already. We ain't talk much and I hear thats a good thing. Me? I'm just having one helluva reality check. Apparently fairy tale happy endings are just that. Got my heart broke ( Read more... )

>:/ If it weren't for Sarah, I'd break things.

Today is my birfday and I got my baby living with me and I'm so happy!

I don't know why I worried about any of this shit. Things have a way of working out when you leave them well enough alone. Sarah came back for a week and everything is fine. I am happy, I am okay and its all gonna be just fine. In my life, in my world...things can be nothing less. I think I once heard that a smile can say a thousand things with a ( Read more... )

What the fuck am I doing?!

I'm not as angry as I was yesterday. I got two hours of sleep yesterday and wake up to an angry conversation that leads to an entire day of me being absolutely angry at a situation that has now left my control. Sarah's apparently already dating somebody else. I knew she liked some kid up there but yesterday morning, with much attitude she proceeds ( Read more... )

Captains log, Stargate 33500 Alpha Zi. I am doing okay these days as it were, hanging in there. Not really over Sarah but I'm alot better mentally and emotionally that I was there for a while. I guess when enough time passes and you have the willingness to if not move on, at least make peace with a situation...you tend to resign yourself to a ( Read more... )

Everything...is okay. :D