I had another nightmare last night. I was 5 again, and Tousan had just come home from a mission. It was so real, I could practically smell the alcohol on his breath. What kind of father does that to his son? He was always so angry. Why can't I stop reliving it even years after he's dead ( Read more... )

Things have become... confused.

Why couldn't I kill him? Why couldn't I do it? I had him in front of me, the knife to his throat. One slashing motion and it would have been over... and I couldn't do it.

His lips were so soft

This was what I needed to grow strong, and yet... my feelings for him were stronger. What does it mean? Could love possibly be more powerful than hate

I want to see him.

I can't handle all of these feelings. What do they mean?

Met myself the other day. It was a very surreal experience, and surprisingly, meeting the other Ino was nearly as surreal. I feel... strangely comfortable around them, comfortable enough that I fell asleep in Sasuke's arms. Perhaps it is because of the similarities that we share. Sasuke was right about the other Ino, she is vastly different ( Read more... )

I had forgotten just how desolate it is in Earth country this time of year. I'm begining to think that the rumours of Akatsuki's presence here were -greatly- exagerated.

Three days since my last entry. I've caught his trail. It appears that I'll be heading back to Konoha. The day on which I will kill that man is drawing near.

Still no sign of him. Reached Midori this morning, at least it used to be Midori. It looks as though the town had been ransacked years ago. There was no news of this in Oto. Strange, but it is of no matter to me. I've made camp here for the night, will be continuing on in the morning. There have been rumors of Akatsuki to the south of here. I have ( Read more... )