so im a fucking retard that needs to fix he current situation that im in. i manage to put myself in predicaments like this all the time. it seems as if i have some issues.

break was good times. st pattys day parade was awesome. "DUFFY!" lol...got drunk quite a bit...had to pull the trigger one night...alls i remember is bootin then wakin up on the basement floor in the morin w/ a robe over me. i like beer. only got to see my lil sis like once. a little upsetting but ill hopefully see her when i come home in april... ( Read more... )

so tonight i finally got to go to hots with my lil sis. it was good times. i was outta the loop for a while but now i think im back in so its all good. i ate my whole plate and basically cleaned it off while she didnt finish hers...a little dissapointing but its ok. i threw my napkin in my cup followed by a "kobe". i thought it was good people.... ( Read more... )

im done bein that guy. no more will i be the one to say what someone else is thinking. from now on if theres something on my mind that i think will piss someone off even in the slightest way im not gonna say it. i get shit and i dont need that. ive got enough of my own issues to deal with.

doctors appointment in the morning...fucking bed

so i hate potsdam, i hate crane, i hate mcallister...plain and simple i really dont wanna be here anymore. potsdam fucking sucks. maybe my parents will actually realize that and actually allow me to transfer. but who the fuck knows. i sure as hell dont. they keep giving me the "you only have 3 1/2 more years there. deal" fuck that. i dont think im ( Read more... )

today is a sad sad day. today was the day that the Myrtle Beach trip was officially called off due to lack of places to stay. its pretty shitty if u ask me. i was really lookin forward to it too. lots of beer, bitches, and the beach. o well....maybe next year? who knows. now chances r ill end up goin to tennessee w/ bry and his brother for a ( Read more... )

have u ever wanted something that u knew u couldnt have? somethin u knew would never happen? yea....sux doesnt it...

so ive come to the conclusion that being drunk is a lot better than being sober. thats y i was drunk for 9 hours yesterday....and thats y im gonna get drunk tonight.

i was pissed last night...and im pissed today. shit happens though.

im not an alcoholic....but i do love alcohol

goal tonight....100 pitchers in 5 hours...it can and WILL be done...the double deuces shall be victorious. on a side note, with all that beer, i will probably be faced by 6 or so, so be expecting a drunk dial early this evening. if u r in my phone book, u r fair game....u have been warned

if u only knew....

thatll keep ya'll guessing...