the last journal entry wsa a drunken one...i dont know what was goin through my mind at that point (do i ever). maybe i was pissed about something? who knows...anyways...ignore it. if u think theres something wrong with me ask...it wont bother me...i dono..

whatever...

it always confuses me as to why people always assume that im unhappy or theres something wrong with me...if someone can explain this to me i would greatly appreciate it. i mean...honestly...do i seem like the typr of person that should alsays be smiling? just because im dont have one on my face doesnt mean that im pissed off or something. adivce ( Read more... )

who reads this?

hey guys,...ikm pppppppppppreally fdrunkj.2...and ium eating peanut butter sandiwch,.,,itsdelicins....is it liatgea to make drunk rentire?...i donjt know...who kno9ws.? but tomorrow tha greammys r on and green day is gonan win sumthin bcu ifd they diont 9ioll kill a mother fucker....thats right!!%#@ shit sonm....i comin homwe in a week and goin to ( Read more... )

so theres a person i know. most people call her alex, but i refer to her as my little sister. yea, shes pretty much the coolest person, well, ever. if u dont agree with me...i will fight u...thats no lie. i miss her lots cuz shes in webster and im in shitty potsdam. but ill be home in a week so its all good. just bc im in potsdam doesnt mean ( Read more... )

FUCK DUKE!!!! FUCK THEM...all we needed was two fucking points...cmon McCants. ur better than that. u had a fucking chance to drive and score and u didnt take it. god damn it....fuckin blue devils

wirley is racist....but not as racist as johnson...and i have proof...

TitanLax4: i was gonna say that you'd better watch yourstep or im gonna teach you a lesson from 1865

MrDonBonJovi: i am not a fucking racist you fucking nigger
MrDonBonJovi: change the er to an a

see?...i told u so

you know sumthin? fuck that last entry. fuck all the shit ive been dealin with. i listened to sinatra's "my way" and realized....why the fuck am i gettin upset about shit that wont matter soon. im gonna start livin the way i want to. be it w/ or w/o a woman. and thats that...if u hear me bitchin...tell me to shut the fuck up and remind me about ( Read more... )

well...am i retarded? y do i always put myself into predicaments like this. i cant seem to ever do anything right. i made a mistake last night. one that will prolly end up with someone getting hurt. sux balls doesnt it? well thats my life. i always fuck something up...well as far as relationship/girl stuff goes. i just dont seem to understand i ( Read more... )

fuck it