The delusion that people are generally good has been smashed.

So I pierced my lip last night. It looks pretty good but the ring is a little big, but they had to pierce it that way! So... but its okay! I will change it in two weeks, even though they said to wait 6 ( Read more... )

So I think today is going to be a beautful day. Feel much better than I did yesterday. And its beautiful outside. PLUS its the last day of training and work until next Monday. So Im excited about that too. Training makes my eyeballs roll back in my head for the most part. I get bored with it. There's no way I can possibly learn all this shit in two ( Read more... )

The front page asked me that. I wouldn't say any phobia is necessarily any kind of anything like remarkable... someone has felt it, someone has known what that phobia is like ( Read more... )

So I see her at all the meetings I go to. She just came back from a relapse. I want to feed on that. I know she is lonely. Her girlfriend left her and she is everywhere ( Read more... )

Something's suddenly unclear ( Read more... )

I have been searching all of my days ( Read more... )

I havent updated in quite some time. Life is getting more and more like life these days. Things are coming around ( Read more... )

Cant you just see that Im sick of this ( Read more... )

Truth is... I can feel it. I feel as if something is about to break through me. I wish I knew what... sometimes the unknown frightens me ( Read more... )