...Maybe if I tell myself I don't care, it won't hurt as much.

Then again, maybe not...

Alright, I admit it. I let the crapamundo week get to me, which made everything seem so much worse. My life isn't that bad... I've just hit a rough patch recently. I'm not gonna throw away any life long dreams [this week], but I DO need to take everything to the next level and see if I can get out of this rut I'm in... Not to mention the need to ( Read more... )

This may sound melodramatic, but trust me on this one...

Months of pondering have brought me to this conclusion:

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I

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hate

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my

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pathetic

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life.

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There. It has been said. Moving along now...

What is wrong with this week? It's just one thing after another... Constant disappointment. Everything I've set out to do has fallen through. It's getting despressing. I'm trying to tell myself that all this disappointment is leading up to one awesome thing that's going to happen to me... Like it'll all balance out. Eh. But I'm having trouble ( Read more... )

Read it... Don't read it... I don't care! Posted it for my benefit. =)

Hello,

My name is Billy and I suffer from guilt for not forwarding 50 billion fucking chain letters sent to me by people who actually believe that if you send them on, a poor six year old girl in Scotland with a breast on her forehead will be able to raise enough money to ( Read more... )

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tonight's the night!

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Tonight ( Read more... )

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Y'know what? Despite, well... everything. Things are... good.

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Yes, that's right. Good. And they're only gonna get better.

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I really believe that now.

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That is all.

I am so ****ing sick of this. I have been working my butt off... Going through rejection after rejection thinking that soon there will be a light at the end of the tunnel. And now... When I have reached my.. about 10th best option. I STILL CAN'T GET IT. What the hell is wrong with me? Am I DOOMED to be broke, lonely and unhappy for the rest of my ( Read more... )

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Why do I bother?

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What happened to the days when friends acted like friends?

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When people talked TO you, not at you...

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When more than one person did the listening.

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I keep asking myself why I bother...

Well that's it.

From now on:

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I don't.

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