I'm going home to New York this weekend for the premiere of To Have and Have Not I am very excited! I get to see my family. I can't wait! So far the reviews have been great. People are calling me the next Garbo. I'm finding that hard to believe. I'm no Garbo!

I'm not having fun on the set of Confidental Agent. The role is not right for me. Don't even get me started on the director. Hawks treated me much better, he knew how to tell me to approach the character. I tell ya Warner was all wrong about this project but the most horrible thing about filming is my Bogie isn't here. I'm going crazy without him! ( Read more... )

We finally finished filming To Have and Have Not and I am very sad. I won't see Bogie as much. I had to see Jack Warner the other day and he says my next movie will be called Confidental Agent. I already read the script and I know I'm not good for this kind of role. I even told Warner that and he just ignored what I said. I am really worried but I' ( Read more... )

Lately Bogie and I have been seeing each other a lot. He keeps calling me in the middle of night. He always drunk when he calls. I always drive to meet him at some street corner and he justs comes in my car and we talk. His wife at home keeps giving him trouble. I feel bad for the guy, she keeps drinking and accusing him of all these lies. I keep ( Read more... )

Filming on the set "To Have and Have Not" has been fun! Everyone has been really nice and Bogie is a hoot! He is really nice and funny. We are becoming really good friends. I feel bad for him though. Lately his wife has been giving him trouble at home. So I think he really enjoys the work and company here ( Read more... )

Well I finished my first day of shooting "To Have and Have Not" and I must say I was really nervous! Here is a picture of me in the first scene! I was literally shaking and at the same time I'm trying not to move my head!


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Tomorrow is my first day of shooting "To Have and Have Not" and I am very nervous! When I am nervous I can never stop peeing! I have a horrible bladder! I just hope everything goes well!

Today Mr. Hawks took me to the movie set where Bogart was working. Right now he is working on a movie called Passage to Marseille. Hawks introduced me to him and we had a little conversation. Nothing really happened. She seems really nice. The other day I went to Hawks' house and had dinner there. His wife Nancy was there and she is a really shy ( Read more... )

Well I just finished my screen test! Hawks is very pleased with the results! I think his next movie is called "To Have and Have Not", Hawks had a bet with Hemingway that he could make his worst book and make it a hit movie. Hawks wants me for the female lead and I think he is leaning towards Bogart for the lead. So much for Cary Grant! Oh well! At ( Read more... )

Hollywood isn't really that bad! I really enjoy it here. The clean air and the sun! It's quite lovely! When I arrived in Hollywood, my new agent Charles K. Feldman came to greet me. Charlie is really nice and funny. He made me very really calm. He took me to the hotel where I am staying at and he helped me settle in. After I was settled he told me ( Read more... )