-
Thanks
I now know God is watching over me. -
awhile
Its been so long since i've done this. all i have to say is what do you do when you're not sure if the man you would give your life for even wants to try and make a 3.5 hour long distance relationship work. i knew i'd get hurt....i just never knew how much of my heart he'd end up getting. i feel so betrayed right now by people that are supposed ( Read more... ) -
Perfection
Last night I found out I didn't have to work. I came back to my boyfriends house and almost ruined the surprise. Since I was in Texas over Valentines day he took it upon himself to make chicken marsala and served it with wine and oodles of candles all around. And there was music. It was perfect. I got absolutely no homework done and I loved ( Read more... ) -
Single
So it is very clear to me that I do not want to be in a relationship...EVER! This is especially true with Matt. Any guy who thinks they don't have to treat me as a fucking queen can get off my radar because I don't have time for that shit. I am most mad at myself, one for liking him in the first place and two because I know better. Hell-O he is ( Read more... ) -
happy
I am ablsolutely the happiest I think I have ever been. -
oh boy
so everyone else is asleep and drunk martha is typing on the computer...this is always a bad idea i know. I am absolutely retarded and mildly have a crush on one of alex's friends out here. I guess i just have to go with the flow about everything and just be chill cuz i'm going to be gone in a week, but he for sure is a cool guy and i like ( Read more... ) -
NYE
Ok so I'm finally in San Fran after a late and child crying filled flight we arrived late this morning and are finally ready for a night out on the town. I'll probably update more in this week and a half than I have all in almost 2 months. MMM San fran. Loves it -
vacation
I'm leaving in ten days -
any more
I really dont update anymore, i have no reason too, but i need to vent and figure i've been thinking about posting for like 48 hours so i might as well have a bitch fest on here. i fucking hate boys with a passion. and that statement isn't really directed at any single male, but just the majority of them. and i like to state that i hate being so ( Read more... ) -
just got home
wow its really over. we just got back from madison to signify the end of a very fun season. my girls rock. we had a really good bunch go down to state this year. super poop rocked and I am the master at laser tag. It was sooo much fun and i am convinced that arrowhead does staroids. they have too. I have so much to do now. I should get ( Read more... )