After my ultrasound tuesday the doc said that my amniotic levels were low. If next tuesday they are the same or lower I will be induced. Heres hoping. The baby weighs in at a little over 7 lbs and is fully developed.

Thursday I had a o.b appointment to have a stress test I'm going to have to have them every week now. Mom picked me up from work after her work meeting to bring me up. Ross was at Dina's house and mom was going to go get him after she dropped me off at the hospital for the test.I had to eat something before so we went to the store and then to get ( Read more... )

I'm doing better The contractions have stopped. My house is starting to shape up and look better for the baby. I still want to draw and paint the border for his nursery though. Dan and I are going bed shopping for Ross. I hope he likes it and sleeps well in it. I need th space. I'm getting to big to share the bed with dan and Ross. It's croweded.

It's gotton to the point when I don't when to freak out anymore...I'm having a scary pregnancy. According to the doctor everything looks fine..everything is fine including the contractions that bring me to my knees, the pressure and pelvic pain that feels like being stabbed and make it so I can't sleep...even the bleeding is ok. Bleeding seems a ( Read more... )

It's been a long time since I've been on here. I'm so busy I hardly even have time to come on the computer anymore and if I am Ross wants to sit on my lap and push all the buttons. He is getting so big a year and half old now walking and talking and into everything. He makes me smile. Makes me feel good inside. I can't believe that in less then ( Read more... )

so monday July 3rd I had a doctors appointment When the nurse took my blood pressure her jaw dropped and she ran to get another nurse to double check. Needless to say she made me nervous the way she acted. Nurse #2 came in and confirmed the dreaded blood pressure when the doc came in she told me it was dangerously hight and I was being put on ( Read more... )

I'm due in 5 weeks. And theres no way in hell I'm going to make it that long. The kid would be like 14 fucking pounds and I'll be damned if I'm pushing anything that big out. He was 6 pounds 3 weeks ago. He feels so heavy I want to be done. It's exausting and I'm really uncomfortable. Today I found out I need to go on insulin for my gestational ( Read more... )

I just got back from my grandma's funeral and now the fucking mormons are here. This is REALLY what I need right now, I just wanted to sit on my couch build my Playboy empire on x-box for a little while and then go out to dinner. I'm fucking pissed, GET THE HELL OUT OF MY HOUSE ...I want to be alone. So I was forced to retreat to the bedroom and ( Read more... )

Today I slipped in the shower and hit my head giving myself a concussion. I felt like shit. Or at least I thought I did. I guess I'd forgotton what it feels like to truely feel like shit. To feel like the world is falling down around me and I can't stop crying ( Read more... )

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