The past two weeks I've been in a complete re-do of my bedroom. I painted the walls, got a new bedspread, new doors, painted my shelves, moved all my furniture, bought new accessories... and now it is almost done. I started out wanting a romantic, more mature feeling. I don't have a before picture but I will do the best i can to describe it: BLUE ( Read more... )

I need help. I'm so emotional over this Colin-thing. So, I'm going to give you a summary of this past week, and you tell me what you think ( Read more... )

Colin doesnt know if he wants a GF anymore.
He wants to be able to go biking anytime he wants.

I am sooo empty.

[ ]iPod
[ ]Cavalier King Charles Puppy*
[ ]$$$
[x]car
[x]bedroom re-do


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Homecoming was *magical* as greg says ( Read more... )

i'm so excited for homecoming!!! just three days... i want to look magnificent for colin. i wanna make him fall in love with me alll over again. he's amazing. he puts up with my pms, poor guy. how neat ( Read more... )

I'm sick of never feeling pretty enough for my own goddamn boyfriend. There are nights, like tonight when I leave his house feeling like S-H-I-T. God. I hate being a girl. I'm way too emotional. I hate PMS.

DOES ANYONE EVER FEEL LIKE THEY HAVE TO COMPETE WITH OTHER GIRLS FOR YOUR OWN BOYFRIENDS ATTENTION?!

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i LOVE listening to your heartbeat, col.

I love when you kiss me and when you run your fingers through my hair. And when you hold my hand. And when we make eye contact. And when you breathe really loud. And how you need a haircut. I love when you make me feel stupid and when I make you laugh. And when you hold "my good hand". I love when you put your hand on my back and how you say sweet ( Read more... )