I hate the fact that I keep having to compromise my vision for the sake of monetary concerns and lack of people who understand what the heck I'm talking about. I appreciate that the other person who knows what I'm saying, agrees with what I am complaining about. I don't want to ever have to have these problems again, but I feel like it will be this ( Read more... )

it's a sad state of affairs ( Read more... )

i am going to fucking explode right about now.
this project has just gotta fight me to the death doesn't it!
i know i waited too long to start bla bla bla, but seriously. why is cardboard so hard to cut right now?
its never been this difficult before.
fuck the universe for its vengeful nature and shit

this is weird still,

i am lost, i've gone wrong, I'm continuing to go in a northern direction in complete disregard for how i want to live my life. change is well due and will never come, ever

i cant sleep and i cant think of anything that would be better than going for a drive right now, so that is where i'll be at 130 in the morning. driving my heart out

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im tired of all of this life has to offer me.
im fed up with weird people and feeling like a dumpster every morning
i cant remember the last time i was completely happy about everything around me
i cant see any light
i cant see nothin good anymore and thats as true as i can put it, i really don't like myself

you're so sadly beautiful

i think something needs to be said on behalf of myself and the disconnected surreal life i lead now, why im still uninspired i have no answer. all these things i've done, where am i, what have i become, who am i now really? i can say with much regret and remorse that i am nothing like i was two years ago how much of it was because of the fire? how ( Read more... )

I feel the need to point out the fact that as I'm writing this post i don't know what I'm typing next refrigerator and thusly the president is an anchor man that has blue pants with wings orange soda eleven