my new journal is a_is_for_ant.

Something drastic has happened in my life, so i will be deleting this journal. Theres a good chance i will be deleting my AOL screen name too. I might have a new one/new ones, but i dont know. So this is my last journal entry ( Read more... )

You hope that the other person knows exactly what to say. You hope that they will overcome whatever it is thats holding them back from understanding you, and say the right words to you to make everything alright. But then you realize you wont even see that person until tomorrow ( Read more... )

I just finished watching Paid In Full. Its a pretty good movie. It has the usual qualities of the "drug-game" over dramatization of guns, money, and women, but it seemed closer to reality than stuff like State Property or Streets Is Watchin ( Read more... )

I remember a long time ago. It was about 6 or 7 years ago. I was hanging out with all the guys from my old block, Union street. They were all about 6-8 years older than me. I used to look up to them so much, like they were Gods to me. Edgar, which is my cousins Fiance, Raymond, which was a huge role model in my life and got along with everyone, ( Read more... )

Having to clue someone in on something is bad enough.

Having to flat out spell it for them is entirely on another level.

Im sick and tired of having to clue people into what i want in my life when they should know already.

I dont know how much more of this i can take.

When my cats die, or when i move out and if my mom wants to keep them, im going to get a pet skunk. *Then whoever reads this smiles and thinks, wow, Anthony is crazy ( Read more... )

My life is taking drastic turns ( Read more... )

Sometimes I wonder if we really can be considered the smartest beings on this planet.

Im just.....really diplomatic, thats all.

I credit myself with that. The 'Brooklyn' hasn't really come out in my in my recent years. I'll take diplomacy over kicking the sh!t out a someone anyday.