It's been forever since I've written in here, and things have been one crazy ride in that time. I won't go into any detail, quite frankly I've just gotten tired of writing about me and Amy. Things are pretty good between us right now, not what I would want, but much better than they've been in recent times. If you want to know any more details ask ( Read more... )

On Tuesday night I talked to Amy for a while on the phone. We had decided that things weren't going to get better between us without A LOT of space, so we vowed to stop talking altogether. She called me up that night because she missed me, and to the surprise of both of us, the conversation actually went really well. I think we both really listened ( Read more... )

So yeah, I've calmed down a lot since my last post(s). But I still hurt. A lot. I don't hate you, and I do still love you, I'm just really crushed right now. But most of what I have to say was in my two voicemails and the email I just sent, so no sense repeating myself. But I doubt you're even reading this anyways, you don't seem to chek my journal ( Read more... )

Here's a thought, if you're willing to listen ( Read more... )

This has been a bad couple of weeks. Things are ugly. I pray I haven't screwed things up beyond repair this time. Here's the short-short-short version ( Read more... )

Saying I love you ( Read more... )

At this rate I should just make you a copy of my Chicago 2 disc set, that would be easier huh? hehe ( Read more... )

The best and most beautiful things in the world cannot be seen or even touched. They must be felt within the heart.
~ Helen Keller

Right now I can't see or touch the most beautiful thing in the world, but I feel her in my heart :)

"Angel ( Read more... )

Happy Birthday to Amy!!! Woohoo!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

If you're bored and really nosey, check out the card thingie I made for her at http://www.ginaric.com/thenarrow/bday1.html