I am seriously starting to have less and less patience for certain people. People who put themselves before their children, people who are selfish, people who don't research the facts before posting about political subjects, judgmental people, and people who are my age but still act like they're 18.
That is all for now.

I suppose I'm ready to write about what happened the day Matt died. I suppose maybe I need to ( Read more... )

Although I'm not ready to write about what happened here, I thought I'd at least share the memorial information. Thank you to everyone for your love and support. It's amazing how much I've relied on my family and friends to help me through this. All the well wishes, prayers, and condolences have really made me thankful for all the wonderful people ( Read more... )

I get a message on Facebook about two weeks ago from my birth mom, Audrey. She tells me that my Auntie Carla (birth father's sister) has contacted her trying to get ahold of me. Rodney (birth dad) isn't doing so great health wise ( Read more... )

Yesterday around 1630 I started having horrible abdominal pain. At first it was bilateral and low. But then as the day progressed it settled in the right lower quadrant. I ended up throwing up the pain was so bad. Of course, I'm thinking it could be something female-part related or there was the remote possibility that it could be appendicitis ( Read more... )

I've been having days of constant panic attacks. I'm so used to my occasional panic attack that they hardly even bother me. But I'm not able to function with these. I'm scared to go to work because if I have one there ( Read more... )

Yes. This is true. Our typical relaxing weekend evening involves inviting Josh over, making a yummy dinner, and watching TV or playing games. All while throwing a few drinks back. Tonight however, the boys are disassembling Josh's new AK 47.

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Yesterday I worked on a med-surg/telemetry floor. I had some really amazing patients. A little after 17:00 I got an ED admit. He came up with atrial fibrillation, acute renal failure, respiratory acidosis, nausea and vomiting, and hypo-tension. The ED can only transfer stable patients to the unit I was working on. According to the ED RN, my patient ( Read more... )

Geez. I hate being emotional. But with the line up of shows, I can't help it. Apop in Phoenix, VNV Nation in Cali ( Read more... )

So I'm sick, again. This winter has been really tough on my poor underdeveloped immune system. Stupid germs ( Read more... )