i want. i want. i want. it seems that's all i can do now. i want to move out. i want to be independent. i want a new car. all these things are just out of my grip. my car is getting close to it;s last legs. i think it;s leaking oil but i can't tell. it would be nice to keep it and not worry about a car payment but it would also be nice to know ( Read more... )

my financial aid went through today. witch means i am taking four classes and most likely going to kill myself over the fall term. but in the winter i'll have enough credits to transpher some where else. i'd like to go to tampa or some where like that. i just know i don't have the money. i reached my 1k savings goal this week. i should be ( Read more... )

with another sleepless night behind me and another bad day promising to come i can't help but to feel a little crushed. on one hand i've put a lot of time and money in to my degree (that i'm not even half way through) and on the other there's the pressing fact that my life is going no where with the promise of continuing on this way. i have been ( Read more... )

i know no one is listening. i guess that's what i want ( Read more... )

the past few days have been an emotional hurricane ( Read more... )

a long time ago i met a guy. i met him over the internet, playing a game. i fell into his clique on accident. i gravitated to him immediately he noticed and didn't push me away. we became good friends and we played at the same times and we did the same things with the same people. we got closer. we talked on voip in private channels when no one ( Read more... )

long time no post ( Read more... )

i did laundry for my parents ( Read more... )

WoW returns and eats my life.

today i am unemployed.
filling out online apps and cursing my stupid luck.