ive realized that sitting around and waiting wont always work. you gotta go out and get some. but when the act of going out and gettin' some could possibly lead to rejection, im not so down anymore...actually, im completely detered ( Read more... )

so i read this excerpt on this chinese horoscope of my "sign" and it read ( Read more... )

in our lifetime, im about 98.3% sure that we spend at least 3/4s of our life waiting around...whether it be for a god damn non-fat chai latte at your local starbucks, or that letter of acceptance that could potentially be paving the roads to your future. all that waiting and for what?...for one thing. waiting around for that hope, that light at the ( Read more... )

recently, ive been questioning alot of things in my life. ive been questioning how solid my "solid plan" really is. questioning whether or not my sub-concious attitude to stop being so nice to people i dont give a fuck about is coming off borderline ass-hole as opposed to real (even though, in reality, i am an asshole). questioning whether or not ( Read more... )

rule #1- dont get in over your head ( Read more... )

The one night i actually do get blidge, i get TOO blidge. what is "too blidge" you ask? being "too blidge" is when you dont have control over your senses anymore and at this point, "taking hints" and "picking up signals" is far past probable, even ( Read more... )

im finished. i dont want to wishfully think anymore. no more getting my hopes up, but i will instead pursue something that's real. but i dont know if "real" is just another name for 2nd best... so would that mean its fake if its not really what i want, but rather, what is more tangible? the one thing that im really sure of is that i want it, and i ( Read more... )

people change ( Read more... )

let the chips fall where they may. comical, how the chips always fall right where you dont want them to. its exactly the path where you dont want to be going down, that you find yourself trailing bread crumbs behind you. but maybe this time, youre going down this road for a whole new reason- a different inscentive. Maybe even for all different ( Read more... )

im blameing this feeling on the fact that i could just be premenstrual... but whatever inspiration it is, ill take it and run with it ( Read more... )