theres nothing really to say...nothing except for everything thats running through my mind. thousands of thoughts that i cant put into words. it all just morphs into an unspoken silence and a profusion of tears. i couldnt say any words that would make a difference in your life, nor would you care to consider them. but even if i had the chance to ( Read more... )

it wasnt supposed to happen like this. thats what he said ( Read more... )

girl likes boy. boy likes girl more. and just like that, theres already a problem. it will never be equal. you'd think i'd have an ounce of empathy to spare. but as they say, karmas a bitch- and its my turn to fuck a bitch over. fair is fair right?

until next time.

summers over folks. we've said our goodbyes. we've packed up our shit. and we've settled into our own. by "own" i mean the most exciting, scary, awkward, thrilling era of our lives. the new frontier if you will.... and feel free to argue saying that this era is the exact opposite of what i had just expressed, but i guess thats all up to the person ( Read more... )

the most uneventful nightsince the beginning of summer. its chill thojugh becuase last week was the shit. a constant lineup of crazy bizaare nights and even weirder days. so i decoided to go home and get hammed with charles shaw. shits been crazy lately. finding out the truths of life and the lies that ive beenliving. weird how things used to seem ( Read more... )

so i assume everything happens for a reason and that theres just no denying the inevitable... but what if what's in store for you, isnt whats best for you?...is it possible that maybe whats intended isnt so much destiny as it is what youre stuck with ( Read more... )

i was schiested once before and ive got this sneaky little feeling i might get schiested once again. its annoying when you know you really shouldnt care but you cant help but let it tear you to pieces. mother fuck that ( Read more... )

i suppose there's always that random day or week where it seems that you've been dealt a such a good card that its impossible to feel cheated by life, but instead that you are cheating life, itself. its not good luck, its just good fortune ( Read more... )

so ive decided that as chill as the parties were in SLO this weekend, the statement, "aint no party like a canyon party.." still stands true. however, the SLO parties were pretty fucking chill....alright. really fucking chill ( Read more... )

i wish i could just ask if hes in or out..i wish it was that simple, that convenient....that easy. its never easy- always complicated and obsurdly touchy. i dont want to be strung along anymore. quit dissapointing me, quit giving me hope, quit feeding me empty promises. i dont want them ( Read more... )