it's taking forever to get my act together, i just wanna wrestle, fail, so I can hurry up and die, already. just get your damn license, get a car, get your own place, is that so hard. why not me. Because your a loser, I tried to go out there and help you, but you blow it because your a loser. i accumulated all this shit to have something to do when ( Read more... )

god damn fuckin bats circling over my god damn head, they'll learn, you don't.... fuck..... with..... me, fuck you, fuckin flying shit balls, send them to a flaming fucking death, light'em up, woe val, bitch ass fuckin bats don't want none of me, all up in my shit, then i say fuck you god damn fucks, and where are they, pussy ass, bitch ass, faggit ( Read more... )

why can't people with the smooth and shiny, wax themselves of their own volition, instead on shining on me, the light, so bright sickens me, as i wallow in the mud the filth, the dirty, the unclean, the golden always shower me with their worries of grandeur

i've been given this opportunity to speak my mind, and well basically what it comes down to, is that there is a time and a place for everything, uh a time and place, where everything belongs, a place to feel trapped and suffocated, but it will grow into a comfortable position at that point, and learn to love, care for and understand its new ( Read more... )

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now you
wanna be up under me
now you
have so much to say to me
now you
wanna make time for me

alicia keys is fuckin hot

fuck that shit

shes making me sick

fuck that shit ref

braids, no braids, half braided

doesn't fuckin matter

it was late october........aaahh, basically november, the rotting stench of consumer bought watered down, corporate sponsored hedonism known as halloween..... still lingered in the air like a...... aaahh, the first rumbles of a massive blackened in the end shit storm, looming over head for all to see...... aaahhh, clearly a time for the jesters, ( Read more... )

it's close
it's all so close
you'll see
you'll all see
it'll be glorious
so close
really, i can't wait for you all to see
if, if i, if i could just have a moment, a moment of your time
the time draws near for me
say goodbye
say goodbye
the time is near
soon

symphony of violence

bodies all around

knife against your throat

if you see me coming

move out of my way

cause

i

might

bring

you

doooooowwn

bloody violence hatred

stop me if you've heard this

my baseball bat in hand

swinging for the fences

move out of my way

i

am

going

insane

fuck this shit

x-acto

i should be ashamed

i should know better

but i don't

i don't know better

i'm fucked up

i'm beyond repair

smile when you say that

the time is now?

the time has past?

it draws near

it's close

it's very close

the pain

the delicious pain

the removal of fear

show me the pain

give me the pain

soon

and forever