I haven't ben here in a while. Right now I'm feeling very down. My mom is still with that asshole who I hate so much. He fucking mentally abuses her, shes so weak. I don't know what to do. I feel so trapped, I want to say something but she wount let me. And there ia about 1% chance he will listen anyways. I am so unhappy and I keep hurting those ( Read more... )

life is still hell.

IM back iN BROWNTOWN!!!! No more fucking white assholes! I hate Hudson Floridas (34667) ahh! I've never felt like shit cause of some white trash poppulation before. moms been helping us a lot, albert is still his old bastard, fuckface, motherfucking, bitch, cunt licking, arrogant, fucktard, idiotic, ignorant, ASSHOLE ( Read more... )

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...............................................................Josie cat passed away.....................................................

Blah , Blah , Blah..... I'm just a fucking jerk for wanting to be responsible for once in my fucking life, I'm sorry. I know many people thinnk im such an irresponsible, immature idiot but really you people havent let me show you that I can acctually do something. so fuck you... I don't give a shit. I'm ganna do what I gatta do, so fuck it, call me ( Read more... )

( feel my pain )

Everything Around Me Seems So Blurry. I Feel So Out Of Place. I Feel Like There Is This Empty Spot In My Heart. I Feel So Lonely, I Feel So Neglected, I Feel So Numb, So Lost. I Don't Know What To Do, Or How Exactly I Should Feel. I Wish I Would Just Dissapeare I Wish Love Wasnt This Complicated. Sometimes I Wish I Wouldnt Wake Up , Or Got In A ( Read more... )

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So were at the library... So far were good. We haven't fought, we haven't argued. Taylor thiks its the house being a bitch and making us all so insane. Iunno. It kinda feels like that. So much negative shit goes on in that place. Well I really hope we continue to get along, I like it this way.... and I'm not making Amanda cry...