AHHHAahh!! I'm COMPLETELY overwhelmed with homework! =(

So yeah, I'm currently living in San Antonio.
I'm going to St. Mary's University.
I live on campus.
I'm majoring in English/ Communication Arts.
Tonight I attended my first poetry slam.
I've been wanting to go for awhile.
Next week I'm entering =)

hey journal of mine! long time no see eh? well, let me in on what's been going on with me alright? alright ( Read more... )

I LIKE YOU ( Read more... )

I'm not my best.
But I do think I'm better.

I hate the way things are going for me
Everything's total shit... Everthing!
School, relationships, home, financial needs, just life in general...
I'm scared, and
I don't know what to do anymore.

Do I or Don't I?
Should I or Shouldn't I?
Will I or Won't I?

And yes... celibacy is the answer!
But what about everything else?

Where have I been?
My personality's been all M.I.A. lately.
This past relationship of mine has changed me some.
I realized that. That's so not me!
I'm back to Norman!
The LyDz is in! Let the fun begin!

I hate liars
What I admired most about you is that you weren't like that
You were against it with everything you had.
Don't think I don't know, because I do.
You asked me not to lie, and I didn't.
But now, that's exactly what you're doing.
I'm disappointed in you, I really am.

You can't tell me it wasn't real
Because it was
I feel it with everything I have
That last time I cried
The way you looked at me meant everything
We looked into each other's eyes
It was only us two
Nothing else mattered
Now you're gone, and how?
How can that be?
We were crazy about each other
I'll never forget that last time.