morning. its pretty quiet outside. well, not sure what i wanna do today. i really have been wanting to get a tattoo lately, maybe i'll finally do it. if i knew what to get it would be easier. i just need to find a design i really like. and i dont know who to go to for it either. idk. im bored, i need something to do today. either the tattoo or ( Read more... )

so today i got a lot of people to read my old journal....or eat least i hope so. i dont think im in any condition to write this, but im gonna give it a shot...so life has been so crazy i dont even know how to talk about it, ive been hanging out with lindsey alot, we always seem to run into people we know at walmart! so im sitting here in a fairy ( Read more... )

i have a habit of falling asleep in front of my tv. this usually creates a scenario where i wake up at a late hour with nothing to do, am no longer tired, and generally have much to think about. this results in things happening such as this; picking up a journal that i have abandoned on and off and havent written in for the past year. oh well ( Read more... )

i cant write anymore cuz im empty.

its been a few days since i updated. i didnt really FEEL like updating, but i promised myself id keep this thing steady. so ok. yesterday wasnt such a great day. the sales manager seemed to have it out for me yesterday. i think he likes the other new guy and things he's gonna be awesome, and thinks i suck, so thats why he's blowing me shit. who ( Read more... )

this is gonna be an odd entry. so things are aight. workin, etc. im on adrinking binge tho. six days. ugh. im stuck on this song "sleepless" by until june. its awesome. i wish i could find more until june songs online but i havent been able to. blah i dunno. it sums it up alot. "i remember the sleepless nights, when i would lie awake. if only i ( Read more... )

O when you were young ( Read more... )

sometimes its just the loneliness that kills me.

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