so much for rhetoric!

[the_raging_id]

Here's the deal- if ya don't want to talk to me any more, don't want any more of my bullshit, then DON'T TALK TO ME. Obviously, if you're so pissed that there's nothing I can do to save your opinion of me save a frontal lobotomy, then you're wasting your breath telling me how much you hate me. So if you want nothing to do with me, then why are

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Cause I still care even if you piss me off

[anonymous]

Firs ti wanted to apologise. I could have replied in a more cival manor. I still ment wht I said, but how I said it oviously defeeted the purpose of even replying. I ask that you step back and read it agian, but not as from someone who is pissed at you, but from someone who feals just as betrayed as you do and misses his old friend. I hope one day you will be able to understand my point of view. I moved out because YOU wanted me dead, and as much as you claim to have "forgiven" me, I know you and it is just another unexplaind checkmark on your list of "resons to hate." You need to learn to not forget things that would prove you rong and then learn to ask for forgiveness rather than offer it. I would like to have a cival conversation face to face to sort this stuff out. Let me know when you are ready to try to savlage a friendship.

Jon

man, you have no idea...

[the_raging_id]

oh, TRUST me. I've been asking quite a bit of forgiveness lately- mostly to no avail. Try Ken. Or Sarah. First I apologized for anything I had ever done. Then I was told it wasn't good enough, so I tried again. I've still gotten nowhere, so I've decided they can fuck off, you know? I'm sick to death of crawling on my belly like a worm, Jon. I need to be allowed to salvage some pride- for the sake of retaining my girlfriend, if nothing else. Who wants to date someone with no pride? But that's beside the point. The point is, I've already been apologizing to everybody on the planet. And, when I said that I forgave you for that little thing last summer, I meant it. Unlike the other people I seem to have been around, I don't USUALLY say things to make people feel better. Maybe better about themselves so they can live their lives a little happier, but anything else, and I call them like I see them. Which is how I've always been. If I hadn't forgiven you, you can be damned sure that I wouldn't even have spoken to you at all

Ya know

[eaglesaerie]

You know joe I never said i wanted no more contact with you. I did say that our friendship would depend on what tomorrow brought. I have to agree with jon on a very large number of things he said and i may, but may not, have a clearer view of just how much you changed

sorry.

[the_raging_id]

You'll get your own F2F, Ken. That's the nature of the game, it's one on one. I'm a little pissed, though, so why don't you just take a little vacation? Get out into the country, see some trees- you guessed it. I'm not going to be home monday or tuesday. Any other day before school starts, you can climb on that train and come on down to see me. Otherwise, you'll be getting your wallscroll, multitap, and fan back asap. And that will be the end.

These are the terms. Call it... an expression of your good intentions. :-)

hicup

[eaglesaerie]

here is the problem with me coming down there, it is not the home feild advantage its the lack of it for me. I at current i have no place to live and am searching avidly, meaning i can't leave the city i have to be around to search for both a place to live and i have job interview on monday that may translate into a job and i don't know how i will handle not living in the city and geting to work

[neko_kaolla]

I don't know if I can ever forgive you.

Sorry.

What you did really hurt. All those times you were there for me when I needed someone, and then you do the things you did. It is just really low to judge people that you have never met or talking bad about them when they aren't there to defend themselves. And I am tired when you always say that I am trying to outdo everyone or calling me an attention whore. That is the last thing I want. I hate the spotlight. And talking to me like you are the greatest friend in the world to me, and the minute you are with other people you are calling me a bitch and whatever.

I have always felt like a pawn to you, and I don't want anymore of it.

gotcha

[the_raging_id]

Ok, bye. Have a nice life.