I dont think you realize how much you love someone until they are absent from your life for a certain amount of time. Although our relationship has been rather difficult the past few months, I didnt realize how much I loved and missed Tommy until I saw him again tonight. As soon as he walked through my door my heart instantly melted. It felt like ( Read more... )

This has pretty much been the worst week of my life. I'm not going to type everything out, but i'm out to destroy a couple people. And when i'm this mad, I am not one to fuck with ( Read more... )

Last week my happiness was brought to an end after Tommy and I split up. Although we hadn't been together long, I was still very hurt and terribly sad that we had broken up. I didn't want things to end. I have an unexplainable connection with him and did fall very much in love. He makes me feel like the most beautiful girl in the world and treats ( Read more... )

Life is a little more then perfect right now. I can't remember the last time I was this happy, in the god forsaken town ( Read more... )

I had to delete that last entry because I sounded like an idiot. Seriously, need to stop gushing online.

This could either be a really good thing. Or a really bad thing. Either way its going to suck pretty bad when it ends. And I know it will, because all good things come to an end, and nothing lasts forever. But i'm going to enjoy it while it lasts.

I'm feeling pretty smitten. And I just had to share it with someone :]

Ok, ok, so let me tell you a story ( Read more... )

Just when I think i'm over it I hear a song that bums me out, and brings back memories. And then my friends buy me shots to help me forget...Thats how we forget about heartache in Las Vegas.

BTW...I cried while watching the new Harry Potter today. I'm not completely made of stone...

Oh mann..This week has been so much fun. I was stuck in a rut for a few days. Sometimes I over think situations and then I cant sleep..and then I don't eat...and then I get bummed out. But I forced myself to go out tuesday and have been busy ever since. Started out with Nickel beers night. Which is a genius idea if you ask me. Then went on a Savers ( Read more... )

I cant believe how busy I have been since I came back home. This is the first night I have had time to sit down, and write in my journal. Although I have been so busy, it's been really great being back home. Spending time with friends and family was exactly what I needed to cheer me up. I suppose the combination of my anti depressants, and keeping ( Read more... )