so i haent writen in a little while and a lot has hapend mostly bad shitt. second semester has been a lot of work at school and im just getting by......me and sarah we there really isnt a me and sarah anymore we still talk and i still love her more than anything but a lot has hapend on her side of things that makes it hard but i dont want to get ( Read more... )

so im gonna try to write less in hear cuz of well a few reasons....but ill update every once and a while..........p.s. i wish i i knew what to do with my life right now.......................fuck it

so today i slept pretty late and got up and wonderd around all alone and liam came back from goodfaith with his cool new tattoo that just makes me want to go right now not in january........and he gave me a ride to riverside and we took the t and i got to school and busted out so much math homework it was insane........after that i went to class ( Read more... )

so tonight i pretty much was just hanging around and lex asked maggie if she would bring her to guitar center and they wanted me to go so i went to get out of this place and take my mind off of things and i got there and just played drums while they did whatever........we ended up at barnes and noble looked at some travle books and sex books which ( Read more... )

so today i got up late for once jamie came in looking for a hoody and woke me up so i got up and went over to there room then i ended up taking a shower..........sat online for a bit and then went and got some food with ryan and jeff and josh and maggie ate some food but not much mostly garlick bread then i walked back here and ive been sitting ( Read more... )

so today got up for my 9 after about no sleep and went to class got a ride with liam.......went to class and did like nothing at all really i did present my paper though......also saw eric on break after class i came back to regis and just kinda sat around ended up taking a nap for a few and then went down to the caff a little later.......got to ( Read more... )

so tonight has not been my best night ever actuall today on the whole sucked and tonight while talking to sarah online i dont no dont really wanna get into it im sure she noes and i know so thats about all that is needed ive been working on a paper all night but been distracted by that beautiful girl saw the stars and actually started to cry ( Read more... )

so after staying up all night last night it started to snow thismorning and the first thing i did or tried to do was text sarah because the only place i wanted to be was with her to see the snow......and just be with her.......after my textes wouldnt send i walked down to the caff and got breakfast and mac came a little after ......ate there and ( Read more... )

alright so today i actually slept in this weekend going pretty good actually let me sleep even though i did watch the sun come up thismorning well i gesits yesterday morning but whatever i slept in when i woke up i texted and imed sarah back and forth for a bit and she was going to the flea market with her mom so i got up and showered and all that ( Read more... )

so the later part of today......decided that i would go visit my one and only so i grabbed my helmet and got my jacket and headed out on the bike it wasnt really that bad got down to the mall and talked to sarah and them for a bit the walked with sarah to get a drink and then i walked around the mall alone looking at stuff for gifts there is a lot ( Read more... )