i've had this cough for like 2 1/2 months now...i was feeling especially shitty yesterday so i went to the doctor....it's bronchitis...i've had bronchitis for lke 2 1/2 months....wtf.

the supressed manifests itself
in the swollen muscles
strangling
the length of my spine
corrosive thoughts
paranoia trickles down
subtle
like playing tag with a rhinoceros
I'm it
It coudln't have been the way I
slept. I
didn't sleep. In fact I
Haven't slept in days

and the last leaf falls ( Read more... )

and choke on shadows ( Read more... )

im tired of encouraging       -        -        -        REALITY

the roots that tighten
into me.
Every day
I. Am servant to the day, the moments
the movements
my whole body feels like some assembly line
automated
emprisoned
my soul is going stir crazy inside "me"
i know how it        -         -         -       -        ends.
Passes with every ( Read more... )

it's a complicated thing...this extention of me here in orlando, i don't know what it is, but everything just keeps getting weirder. Honestly, my whole life's been a series of strange coincidences and small-world realizations, but it's happening exponentially. My relationships with people become less and less definable as time goes on, and it's ( Read more... )

just got back for Hillcrest Elem. It's a language academy, all the kids there speak at least two languages... My class(2nd grade) was reasonably behaved, the teacher seemed nice- i'm kind of excited... at least i'm done w/ classes for the day ( Read more... )

well...what an interesting weekend...it felt pretty good to get to sleep while it was still dark.......

it was supposed to be last week, on my actual b-day..but i wanted everyone doing summer term(or as many as possible) to be able to make it...the delay was so long because i was waiting to see a guy about a warehouse, but he flaked out, and i realized today how close i was actually cutting it...yes, it's at the same place we had for prom, but it's ( Read more... )

i'm 18