i am officially giving in to my sociopathy, trust and intimacy are futile, it seems to be inevitable that I am eventually taken advantage of, and the only logical response seems to be to unleash the predator inside me that has taken 8 years to suppress. Selfishness seems to be the only valuable virtue, and my aptitude for manipulation will have to ( Read more... )

me - i'm gonna open my own theme park

mom - you can do whatever you want

me - ....on the moon

mom - rick!...couldn't you open a theme park somewhere i could drive to?

PRICELESS

i think retconning sucks...so i've been doing a serious amount of research for my graphic novel...more than i'v ever done for school....all of my characters are going to have historical resonance...significant figures who's actions transformed them into a specific type of demonship that i made up...anyways the story is inhumanly multi-layered, with ( Read more... )

the past 6 months have been hell...erin moved back to NY our relationship collapsed under the strain, and I caught her in a couple of pretty serious lies....so that was that...watever. December was busy enough at work to get me back on track financially, and I managed to get back in to school(Valencia)...my big thing now is my artwork...i'm really ( Read more... )

believe it or not, i actually still check livejournal several times a week, but, except for a few random comments, ive been more or less inactive for, well, years ( Read more... )

i was kind of looking forward to closing at work tonight, i felt it would have been appropriately tragic....but someone offered to cover for me, so i guess thats good too.

i did puzzles, and went to firestone for indie night...drove everyone around...not too bad..it was all very childish and refreshingly lighthearted fun..but the at the last second this kid threw up on me & everyone i've been driving around just ditched me to get a ride home w/ everyone else.

FUCK

i'm in such a shitty mood now.

bobby got married saturday, other than the unnecessary drama surrounding it, it was nice, and i'm happy for him. He's been through some shyte, with the 'rents divorce...and some other stuff, he deserves some happiness ( Read more... )

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i need to borrow, or gain access to a saw tomorrow...any ideas?