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Jan 20, 2004 21:43

everyone is so depressed, myself included. I've found myself actually imagining myself commiting suicide (plans maybe?). Like, when I was in the car with my mom, I started daydreaming about me punching the window and slitting my wrist with a shard of glass. Another time, I just imagined slitting my wrist with a knife. Weird, but hey, I'm me.

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metal641 January 20 2004, 23:13:19 UTC
alex. i cannot say this enough. please dont. i knwo that their are deeper sources here than i can fathom on my own. but youve been nothing but a friend too me, and to pat, and to jmez, and all those other people(names escape at the lateness of the night.) dont leave alex. find health. and please, youve been such a good friend to me, let me return the favor. here. this weekend, ill bus to kirkland, firday or saturday? and we can talk about it. i cna drink cofee now too. so ill even get cofee.

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non_fesser January 21 2004, 16:51:23 UTC
Whenever I'm in the car, I find myself imagining out possible car accidents.

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