Nevermind

[the_rope_trick]

My last entries were about my own self pity, but i was nieve in thinking that. You are not the person I thought you were. So whats the point in putting myself through any more shit, when the truth about things rely on a twitter account. How stupid was I in thinking you even gave a shit, when all you did was run your mouth behind my back. END

Comments

[iamnokiller]

wow SHUT THE FUCK UP. and you wonder why I say you have NO RESPECT FOR ME WHATSOEVER--you can't even keep your nose out of my personal business. I was the person you thought I was until I realized you were never going to stop treating me like complete and total garbage.

[the_rope_trick]

No you were the person I thought you were til I saw how fast you moved on to someone else, as if I ment nothing to you. Your right though I was an asshole, and im sorry for that, you treated me like shit too, talking down to me and whatnot, but some how i still have feelings for you, and I dont fucking know why, maybe its the just the thought of how easily you could just have someone else in your bed, and to say I have no respect for you is ridiculous, if you recall you completely and utterly disrespected me in my own house, but somehow I managed to TRY and get over it cause I cared about you.

[iamnokiller]

i think you can manage to get over one fucking thing that i've done wrong, me getting over 3 years of your selfish bullshit is something else. EVERY TIME you have ever done something wrong you throw it in my face how you forgave me for what i did. but at least i was sorry for what i did, you try and justify your wrong actions instead of taking responsibility for them.

[the_rope_trick]

Li im gonna stop this, i miss you too fucking much and I dont wanna fight with you anymore, so the last thing im going to say is for what its worth Im sorry for hurting you, and I am paying for it everyday, by thinking about you constantly, I dont wanna move on at all cause Ill never find someone as good as you, I think about you every single day and what I lost. Im not trying to hurt you anymore, I hate your moving on, but theres nothing I can do about it, and it sucks. So ill just let you do you