What if I wanted to break
Laugh it all off in your face
What would you do?
What if I fell to the floor
Couldn't take all this anymore
What would you do?

Come break me down
Bury me, bury me
I am finished with you

What if I wanted to fight
Beg for the rest of my life
What would you do?
You say you wanted more
What are you waiting for?
I'm not running from you

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thank GOD for nursing school. it keeps me sane and just takes my mind off of everything. I'm not sure if this is just a rough couple of weeks or its just going downhill. in particular, my relationship. i was so upset yesterday over the things that had happened recently, so i got some advice from a couple different people, and kind of thought about ( Read more... )

I found god
On the corner of first and Amistad
Where the west was all but won
All alone, smoking his last cigarette
I Said where you been, he said ask anything
Where were you?
When everything was falling apart
All my days were spent by the telephone
It never rang
And all I needed was a call
That never came
To the corner of first and Amistad

Lost and insecure
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wow i am not to good with keeping up with my journal, i have really got to get better at this ( Read more... )

I've got my memories
Always inside of me
But I can't go back
Back to how it was
I believe you now
I've come too far
No I can't go back
Back to how it was
..Created for a place I've never known
This is home
Now I'm finally back to where I belong..
Belief over misery
I've seen the enemy
And I won't go back
Back to how it was
And I got my heart set on what happens ( Read more... )

Even though i really love you ( Read more... )

well after much drama, crying, anger, and tension... i think (&hope) everything will be a little more normal and perhaps a little better than that. it was a good talk and a whole hell of a lot easier to talk to someone when they're sober (surprise). he's the guy i know when he's sober, and thats who i love. i think it finally dawned on him that if ( Read more... )

& isn't it ironic ( Read more... )

The summer has officially come to an end, and starting school has begun. i am so freaking excited to be starting nursing school! i'm proud i've made it this far and im excited to learn and then start my career. the summer has been great, i was fortunate enough to travel to europe finally and Maine that i had never been to. I have done a lot of self ( Read more... )

I guess it’s luck, but it’s the same ( Read more... )