You're a beautiful wreck now you're out of control
Crossing the double lines
You're a perfect disaster road to catastrophe
You don't stop for the signs
Heartbreak waiting to happen
Headlights cut through the rain
Tears hit the windshield
And I can't look away
Every mile gets you further away from the past
Feels like you're shattered and covered in ( Read more... )

most ironic dream.... and you were in it. it was like, we got back together and we were standing in your room only it was your basement. and we kissed and it felt seriously so good, even though it was just a dream, it was instant bliss. then the next scene you were crying and I asked you what was wrong, and you replied that your grandma died of ( Read more... )

There are certain times in your life that you are just like THaNK God i made that decision... well it happened to me again last night/early this morning. When I get a text from a friend "oh my god, im sitting near jonathan at waffle house"... at 3 am. And not that I expected things to change, especially now, but I thank god I ended that because I'd ( Read more... )

I've done a lot of thinking lately... especially about mine and Jonathan's relationship. I have this tendency to forget shit that I go through when I was in the relationship and then down the road I question my move, as in was I right to break up with him, and then it takes the tiniest trigger and I think to myself... damn, that was actually the ( Read more... )

its over. and it hurts like hell. but i mean i guess its something we've and especially I have thought about for awhile, but I guess now its real and its a whole whirl of emotions. im ready to see what life will bring me..

Girls are taught a lot of stuff growing up. If a guy punches you he likes you. Never try to trim your own bangs and someday you ( Read more... )

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The weekend went better than I expected. I mean, it seems like it would be pretty depressing to have a memorial service at someone's home... especially when Austin died at home. I thought it was going to be a lot worse, but it helped alot to be there. To see all your baby, childhood, and teenage pictures in a slide show. I will always remember him ( Read more... )

I'm just so tired
Won't you sing me to sleep
And fly through my dreams
So I can hitch a ride with you tonight
And get away from this place
Have a new name and face
I just ain't the same without you in my life

Late night drives, all alone in my car
I can't help but start
Singing lines from all our favorite songs
And melodies in the air
Singin' life just ain't ( Read more... )

This is definitly going to be the hardest one to write, but also the most needed.
This one goes to you, Austin Robinson. Rest in Peace.

Wow, what can I really say. Im still in shock. His ex-girlfriend who probably is not my biggest fan, is the reason I find out. Yes, she, who about a year ago, texts me from Austin's phone talking about how she is ( Read more... )

so anyways, I am absolutely loving school. I love being ambitious and smart, haha. but seriously, I am so grateful to having great classmates, because I'm with the same 60 people for 2 years, so they're pretty much like family. And for the most part, my teachers are great which makes learning so much more enjoyable. I can't believe how fast school ( Read more... )