Tears for Fears- Shout ( Read more... )

Well, heather told me yesterday that she wanted to break up... her reasoning made perfect sense to me, because I was in the same position she is now, not too long ago. her life is too hectic for a romantical relationship right now, and she just doesnt have the strength to care for herself AND me. So its okay. i just wonder if she will ever be back ( Read more... )

Fine... if she wants to act like she hates my guts, and doesnt want to talk to me at all.. I just wont be around anymore... its clear that she doesnt feel the same about me, and it sure as heck doesnt seem like she wants much to do with me...so ill just leave her alone... I just wish it didnt come to this...

here I sit, amongst a dying romantic relationship ( Read more... )

Its been awhile since Ive updated, and not a lot has changed since my last post... except for things with heather ( Read more... )

Its funny how some people cant take the truth, especially when its against them, and if its something they dont want to hear.

But, oh well. I wont let the fucked up BS with her ruin my day and my mood.

Did I purposefully go out and look for it? No. Leave me the fuck alone, will you?

Well, not too much has happened lately, but its still more than normal ( Read more... )

Its about 3:30 am, and Im up. Im tired, but I cant stop thinking. The subject of my thoughts tonight are Donna. Donna is a very special person to me. Ive expressed this plenty of times, to many people who dont really care... but I guess that doesnt matter. Donna is a lot like an older sister to me. Shes almost always been there for me when I needed ( Read more... )

Today was interesting.... I canceled my training because I was up late last night. So its rescheduled to the 25th at 7.

Things with heather have went down again.... I dont even want to get into it...

Must...study... more....