Well, this morning I awoke, took the matriach to her church cause her pos car doesn't work very well. Got home, and Mira goes "I wanna go on a pic-a-nic" well maybe not exactly said like that but anyway. So she makes crepes, we goto wal-mart for some precious red stuff (strawberry jelly) and went to a pretty neat park. There I see she food colored ( Read more... )

That's right folks, I gots meh a v8 tpi 5/speed manual 1988 white hard top IROC-Z camaro. Rather, Mira got me that. She was given $2000 from her school's fafsa stuff, borrowed $800 from her grandpa and thus purchased it. Ish fast, fun, and I'm still a little bad at take off, not so bad..but I notice it enough to make me say "god dammit" every now ( Read more... )

Sorrow is the topic. I'm currently and almost always consumed in it. No matter how hard I work for happiness (myself or mainly others) it always ends up in more sorrow. Just now I found myself looking up web pages for "how to commot suicide", ain't that grand? Not sure if I could actually kill myself but lately the feeling and acceptance of a ( Read more... )

Well, still my quest for a camaro lasts. But naught for long I hope. Though the last one we found (which was $9500) was f-in bishin, this one will have promise. Though it lacks the upgrades to give it 375HP, it is only $2500, and the guy pretty much said "you can talk me down, money is no issue for me". But I'm too nice to talk him down too much, ( Read more... )

Yah, so what? I've realised I dun really care about the new years, and I'll be half way into 2006 before I start to write 2005 on papers. (Yes, 2005, I STILL write 2004). I'm smart i know. Time has no hold on me, word =p ( Read more... )

Well, no not really. Not sure if I mentioned in my last post, but I was trying to sell my car. Found a kid who agreed to pay $2000. He came by the day I finally got the CA license plates and bought it that day and drove it home that night, without the pink slip.. still don't have that, DMV here is retartedely slow. Anyway, next day he calls, ( Read more... )

Alright, I gots some time to myself, sorta bored and gotta goto work soon. Not much to do except update I rekon ( Read more... )

GAWWWWDDD DAAMMNNN I haven't updated this crap in awhile. Figured I would though since everyone's life revolves around me, it's nice to give back to "the people" and let them know what their sun is up to. Well first off, lemme rephrase the subject John FUCKING hates California. Everything is too god damned expensive here, no one speaks english (WE ( Read more... )

As the subject states, so wish Mira was on right now. I want to talk to her s bad. I'm so depressed right now. For the past 6 hours i've been on the verge of tears. I feel hopeless and broken. And no, it's not like i got in a grave fight with Mira. Today, I finally got the courage to tell my parents about me moving out and Mira coming. Yah..they ( Read more... )

I feel so lonely now.. I miss Mira. I've done alot of reflecting while i was gone from the troubles of my house.. I've been treating Mira so horrible.. I think she has me blocked on aim now too; so that just proves how wrong i've been to her. I'm sorry love.. I realize I havent been myself, i realize.. i haven't been doing -anything- to make you ( Read more... )