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[the_slow_drag]

I need motivation right now more than anything in the world. I keep contemplating not working today, realizing how ridiculous that is because of my very soon lack of work, and going back and forth until I am left sitting here updating livejournal

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[capntburgs]

"Something about being alone and how free it felt, when floating around not having any real responsibility felt fucking amazing."

It seems like this is the only feeling I've had for the past month and a half or so. I just keep thinking about how I had nothing tying me down last summer, aside from a job that I enjoyed. I want it back, right this instant, not the day and a half from now that it will happen.

Right there with you on the emotional flip flopping. I like to think that once the irresponsible summer starts, the emotions will be on the straight and narrow (see: non-existent).

[the_slow_drag]

tommy,
hang in there. a day and a half is really soon! good luck finishing up school (i assume thats why you cant have it now). you really should come visit new paltz when you are free, and i promise it will make everything in your soul feel great (or at least i hope).
i think we need to hang out soon, bond, and drink together. sound good?
love always.
cheryl

[capntburgs]

i will live. i think. although, i was just on the porch, frantically studying when i noticed that an evil looking black cat was staring at me from the steps. that could be a bad omen. that brings the total of stray cats in my neighborhood to 4. one gray fluffy, two browns and an evil black.

i know i always say it, but i would really love to visit new paltz. i've had some serious car trouble as of late, but i think that maybe i can ignore it. i'm going to try to use every excuse i can to get out of buffalo this summer, and any excuse to have a drink or two.

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cheryl!
sorry about last night, i started to make dinner and then watched the wire and forgot to come back to the computer. i wanted to call you later, but i had a headache and went to bed early. perhaps tonight we can catch up.