Comments | the_soul_within: speed demon..

the_soul_within

speed demon..

Jul 18, 2006 11:34

Staci, Pat, Colton, and the baby just left.
They've been here for the past week and although my house was a gigantic mess,
It felt so wonderful having them here.
It was like I was partially back home...
only not.
Now that they're gone I just feel...
empty.
We went to dinner with Aunt Caryn, Uncle Mickey and the kids the other night.
It was like a mini ( Read more... )

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the_soul_within July 20 2006, 02:37:57 UTC

imissyoulove.

electrcal_bnana July 23 2006, 23:16:23 UTC

michael is sitting on my lap. i miss you. i feel like a mama with him on my lap. lol. ComeFuckingHome. TheEnd. LovesMuch.

the_soul_within July 24 2006, 16:18:00 UTC

Awh. I miss you and Michael... like as a pair... it was always so refreshing to see you guys treating eachother like equals... as well as being lovers. Beautiful...

I get to stay with you for more than one night... and Grandma is letting me borrow her car so I can go elsewhere while you are in school... hah.

LoveloveLove.

electrcal_bnana July 24 2006, 16:29:14 UTC

Ahh. Excitment just rippled through my like it does when rain visits after a long dry drought. I miss you. i dont know what other phrase to use. While you are here we will use every minute like sugar. we will savor but remember not to just remember, but to live in the moment. be real and alive and Awake. we will feel and spill and leak everything signifigant and not onto one another like two souls after a fortnight of different universes apart. we will swim at night and drink chai. we will sweat in the arizona 119 degree sun and then we will run through the sprinklers at night wearing nothing but a bra and panties. we will smoke cloves and laugh. we will be silent but not uncomfortable. we will sit and watch nature and say nothing to eachother and just Know we love one another and that alone, says enough.

the_soul_within July 25 2006, 15:51:36 UTC

ah. 20 fucking days. TWENTY. Fuckin... less than three weeks. I can't wait to breathe our lovely yet polluted air... and smile through our cigarettes. Sharing a knowing smile when we see the people that still need to live. I love the essence of those people and I love the look in your eye when you notice them the exact moment I do. It's sunny in WA right now and I'm going to the river now... I'll think of you as I drink from a stream.