so i went to a firefighter gala last night. it was fun, good excuse to get all dressed up and drink in public. elliot and his girlfiend and some other of the younger guys had dates too so we all hung out together. i like the whole fir fighter thing, being a girlfriend- it definalty a fun kinda social link.but it also makes it little wierd. fire ( Read more... )

So, my mom wants to cancel christmas. Just write a check and have everyone just come over for a big meal, pass out envelopes and then peace out. i dont know, maybe its better this way. just doent seem quite right ( Read more... )

1. YOUR PORN STAR NAME: (name of first pet + street you live on): nectar David ( Read more... )

Well it just wouldn't be an October without a breakup!

so yet again, its just me now. lots of re learning how to be single to do.
i miss having freinds.

Ive been so upset the past few days that i havent been able to eat. just everything stress me out and causes huge amount of anxiety. Mostly realted to my apartment, and that saga continues. i knew i had to talk to my dad about it, because it is a possiblity that i will have to move back home (again). i thought i would be just a soggy puddle of ( Read more... )

so I havent been very happy recently. but its not like thats a new concept for me ( Read more... )

ten things i love ( Read more... )

I cant even rememver the last time i updated ( Read more... )

So the past few days ive just felt bad. its not like things are all that bad but they just seem to be adding up. i moved into my apartment. its cute, i like it. but ive had some roomate issues (her dog and the parking space mostly) and its just wierd living with someone who i dont really know. and having to worry about rent is enough to put me over ( Read more... )

so this is supposed to be my last day at MPC. it doesnt quite feel like it. maybe it cause i get the sneaking supsion i am going to wind up here for a little bit longer or else i just dont mind that its over ( Read more... )