FUCK FUCK FUCK YOU

"You're his ex aren't you?"

No, actually, I'm a fucking human being.

I cut myself because its mine. Its my skin. It shows that I'm human and it shows that I'm ME, I'm NOT A PART OF YOU.

I'd like something to myself, thanks. Something you haven't touched. I'd like to not live in yr shadow. I'd like to talk about me, instead of you. It'd make a nice change. You know what, I don't actually think theres much of me left. I'm like an old 45. You've made yr impression on me, and now I just spin around and around playing yr sound. I did ( Read more... )

I want a boyfriend.

FIVE ( Read more... )

Adam -
I wish you loved me.
Thats pretty much it.
Love,
Martin x

"You never really stop loving someone. You just try to learn to live without them."

I wish you were proud of me. I wish you so proud that fucking touching me in public was acceptable.

I wish you loved me.
I wish I wasn't such a mess.
I wish I was loveable.
I wish I could make you feel as amazing as you do me.

I hate what I've done.

I want to go back circa October 2007, before I fucked things up. It's been just over a month since I tried to kill myself, and its fucking hard getting back on track. Its an uphill struggle, and I've had so many setbacks ( Read more... )

KILL ME FASTER KILL ME FASTER
I really can't do this.