I'm trying to be yr friend. It's hard, but I'm trying. I want to get through one MSN conversation without completely fucking it up so I'm going to write what I really want to say here instead.

I MISS YOU SO FUCKING MUCH.

I don't want to be alive anymore.

I'm trying to get better.
I'm not sure yr helping.

I thought you understood me, but I guess I was wrong...

RESPOND
RESPOND
RESPOND
RESPOND
RESPOND
RESPOND
WANT
WANT
WANT
WANT
WANT
WANT
DO SOMETHING DO SOMETHING DO SOMETHING DO SOMETHING

Adam, if your reading this, stop. I'd never forgive you ( Read more... )

Oh, and stop reading my fucking journal.

I'm sick of always being on the First/2:1 borderline. I don't find University easy and I put a lot of fucking effort into what I do. My department is a fucking shambles, and it pisses me off when they don't give me what I've worked fucking hard for.

There was a boy, a very strange, enchanted boy ( Read more... )

I'm not so nice today - it hasn't gone away yet ( Read more... )

I wish you thought I was the reason you are in the world ( Read more... )