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Add me. I got waaay tired of this one. Sorrry. I'm horrible like that. Prolly deleting this soon.

I'm so tired of trying to become friends with people who I think are cool and okay with being themselves and don't care about your past or you friends mistakes, but that always seems to be wrong. This is me making my statement. I will not pursue any friendship with people who can't be themselves and act the same way around everyone else. I'm ( Read more... )

My chemistry homework is done. Except for a few problems I couldn't figure out on my own.

And now I realize that it is the first of September, and today would be 5 months.

My hands are shaking.

And I almost got caught with my laptop on by my dad.

So, only a bit of crying today.

School was pretty good. Until people asked about Todd [save Amanda, Jacob, Honey, George, and Patrick], then it sucked. I cried this morning when my dad yelled at me because I'm not responsible enough to keep track of the idiotic keys my school handed out ( Read more... )

I feel like shit.

And that's putting it nicely. I'm so tired. I was up all night thinking and unable to sleep because I felt so bad. I can still hear Todd saying these things to me after I broke up with him, and they make me want to cry.

Oh! Update! I don't think I can cry anymore.I've cried so much. And people have tried to help. And it doesn't ( Read more... )

Todd and I broke up.

Too much argument, too many tears.

He was a jerk. It was expected.

That's life.

I still love him.

This is going to be so tough.

Help me.

People piss me off.

But that's life.

So, went to Aletheia last night.

Amber didn't come over. Severly pissed off, angry, depressed...

I show up crying. I get hugs, I smile and tell everyone I'm okay.

Jonny asks me to take pictures while he's playing in the band. Which is AWEsome. Yay for Jonny! I also know secrets of such things that have to do with suchs things that this chick ( Read more... )

It's probably not going to happen...Amber coming over. It isn't working.

Damn.

I ruined myself tonight.

I did it to myself.

I'm such an idiot.

Went to the movies at 7:40 instead of 10:05. Saw The Cave. It was okay, but not great.

Went with Mikey, Jessica, Patrick, and Jonny. It was AWEsome. We met up at Easy Street, played some Air hockey.

Jonny beat Pat.
Jonny beat Mike.
I beat Jonny.

Who is the best? I amWent and saw the movie. Got laughed at. Afterwards, went back to Easy street [ ( Read more... )