I know a lot of people. Do you understand that? I mean...I don't talk to them very often, I don't keep in touch very well, but I know a lot of people. I won't remember their name, hell, I forget Amanda's name sometimes. And I hate it. Really ( Read more... )

So, yeah, Todd couldn't come over 'cause his other friend was coming over. And I mean it when I say that I find that awesome. My friends...I love them, and yeah, my boyfriend is great...but I think it's good that he'd spend time with his friends ( Read more... )

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I forgot to say that Todd is extremely sweet.

I thought I'd tell you that.

Sorry about me not updating yesterday. It was really...emotional for me. The whole weekend was. Hell, all last week was emotional for me and I hope that this week will not be. I pray that it isn't, though I've already cried once today and gotten into two arguments with my mom. Somewhat glad she's leaving until Thursday...oops. No I'm not. It pisses ( Read more... )

I do feel much better, I must admit. I'm smiling. I've not cried yet today ( Read more... )

Wait, I already did.

I'm..dead. Like, in energy and emotion. Just..completely dead.

Last night's break down.

Tonight my fight with Brian.

It's sad. And I'm tired.

Emotionally. I've no need to go to sleep.

I finished Spirit of the Wind today. It turned out frikken awesome. I loved it. A lot ( Read more... )

Amanda had her friend from NY come down yesterday and she hung out at school today with Amanda. And Amanda didn't not pay attention to me. She paid equal attention. I <3 Amanda. I just wish she could come over this weekend ( Read more... )

So...I got a new nickname last Friday, and I never told you it. I thought I'd tell you it today. Now. 'Cause I just remembered ( Read more... )

When I feel amazing and happy and in a great mood....how can she make me feel like cutting again ( Read more... )