Tiramisu, formerly known as Tarragon, passed peacefully on Friday Oct. 5th around 5PM. Mom, Hentai and I decided that she needed to be put to sleep due to major medical complications. She had been dehydrated for almost a week, when I took her to the emergency vet on Friday morning (mom called me while on my way to work to have me pick her up) her ( Read more... )

Book recomendation! Check out "Why God wont go Away" by Andrew Newberg, M.D. Eugene D'Aquili, M.D., PH.D., and Vince Rause. I am still in the process of reading it but it has been failry interesting. In summary it is a study of how the brain behaves when humans "experience God". The authors work very hard not to make a statement one way or the ( Read more... )

After work I'm going with mom to see the ferret lady. Her little girl, Tiramisu, has begun showing signs of depression from being unable to find her long-term cage-buddy. She needs another ferret to keep her from gettin worse and getting sick. I'm hoping we can find a sweetie about the same size and energy level ( Read more... )

So it's 8:30PM and Hentai has gone to bed. He's mad, I'm not sure if its really at me or not. After work he went to go make a purchase wich for all intensive purposes he should have been able to do. See I made a significant deposit this weekend, and we subsequently made some significant purchases. Well the purchases are being recorded against the ( Read more... )

My mom lost a ferret! I don't mean he passed away I mean she let him sneak past her out the door! Her neighbor confirmed yeserday that he was walking down the condo complex stairs the day before. This much is good because mom thought he had lept out of an open window on the second story. He'd be dead or pretty close to it if that had happened. So ( Read more... )

It's been a rollercoaster of emotions lately. I'm trying to address some recurring concerns and put some of the issues I expressed last time to bed. We'll start with some basic stuff. I went ahead and read some of Miaka's posts. She survived W&MU which is good. A long time ago I recall being afraid she would be part of the high suicide statistics ( Read more... )

Upon doing some introspection and soul searching I've come to realize I have a lot to be angry about, to be bitter about, but that I often let it go in the intrest of a "peaceful" day. So perhaps its time I acknowledge these things and the feelings that come with them in the intrest of self clarity ( Read more... )

Sooo... Yeah my dad has become a total asshole recently. A few months ago I found out about this $7000 insurance policy he has on me. It's a pretty good policy that pretty much pays for itself with dividends. He has one on everyone in the family as a proof of insurability measure. Basically it means no matter what we have the insurance. Now I ( Read more... )

After my doctor appointment yesterday I caught Hentai out at GW and we got a bite to eat while we talked. It went surprisingly well. We talked about what had gotten him so pissed yesterday morning. Why he reacted the way he did, why I reacted he way I did. How he's been acting and how it makes me feel. And talking about the contrast in our own ( Read more... )

As is often the case I am at my desk at work when I update this. I haven't in such a long time because I've not had much I felt needed to be vented about which is why I made this page. It seems though I now have something I need to get off my chest least I breakdown into tears at work ( Read more... )