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So,..
I feel like updating this thing.
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I have gotten over Melissa finally. I would say I still love her and always will... but there is really no use in devoting my love into an empty vessel. I ended up 'hooking up' with a woman WAY out of my league the other night and it made me realize there are more women out there.
Just finished watching the 8 Harry Potter movies in a row, including ( Read more... ) -
Another dream, bad
This dream was a lot worse than the last. Melissa was with another guy who was obviously in wayyyy better shape than me, but was also a douchey red neck. During this dream I ended up interacting with he via the phone the entire time. In the end, she tells me that we were together for long enough but after me being gone from D.C. for so long, the ( Read more... ) -
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I just woke up from a dream.... Melissa remembered why she loved me when she first loved me. We kissed and she looked at me in the eyes and said :You're my love and my only love."
I then woke up with tears in my eyes after crying in the dream.
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3rd of July...
3rd of July... This is the day that my family is having a get together to celebrate the 4th. Definitely the first time being 'single' in 5 years. I wonder if she feels the same? I doubt it ( Read more... ) -
Divorce...
Divorce....
Its been about 6 months since we seperated and the pain is still horrible. Because my Mom died, my Dad and I are not close, and my stepmom verbally abused me I ended up 100% investing myself emotionally in my ex and her family. Now that she has dropped all contact with me, I am really all alone. It is worse than when my Mom died ( Read more... ) -
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Hey!
I got a raise at Publix and a girlfriend.
Oh! and a New Cell phone (863-398-3904)
Life rules right now.
